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08 August 2006 @ 11:45 am
Just finished the Calculus exam. I don't think I've ever been more sure that I will fail at life if I ever go into maths because that was the most brutal ass-raping I have ever receieved. The fact that the girl next to me broke down and started bawling all over her exam paper DID NOT HELP.

I don't think I've ever seen that much blank space on an exam I've ever written in my entire life. And that's combined, I'm telling you. Yes, even with that CS exam last semester that I handed in the first second I got to last semester. Six questions, I answered like... two. Two and a half? Fuck me.

...Think they bellcurve? No one else seemed to be able to do well either. D: Which is horrifying because upon first glance, the exam is ridiculously easy. And then... *shudders*

So. Um. Fuck that. To categorize my accomplishments to date...

Psychology - reasonably sure I passed. Decently. Unless something royally screws me over and I... like... forgot to write my name on my card or something.

Econ - playing dark horse on me. I haven't the slightest bloody idea as I haven't seen a result since I started the course which worries me but I think I passed?

Algebra - dropped, I care not of it anymore

CS - ...I actually think I passed this one.

Calculus - remember the ass-raping? A 50% ass-raping, I might add. :3

All said and done... um. Yeah. I love the new depths that I have plummeted to, where I am actually abysmally happy that I have a chance at passing. Woe. Woe.

...I don't feel well. I don't know if it's that exam anxiety thing that my mother and I have recently concluded that I have, but I'm pretty sure it's the pre-time of the month asskicking of the ovaries, which is about bloody time after being two and a half months late. o.O; (...pun not intended...)

Now excuse me. I have to go slit my wrists or something. Or just start cleaning my suite from top to bottom like nobody's business because I AM GOING HOME and the place is mess because other other roommate's friends like pouring drinks on the carpet, it seems. And of course the carpet just happens to be my responsibility. :3 Goodie goodie gumdrops. Along with that kitchen floor. Excuse me while I vomit, because that about sums up the state of it around the garbage can. No wonder my sister hates my house. Suite. Whatever.

Oh right. Bright side. Before I really do walk in front of a car (although cars move rather slowly/nonexistently around here nowadays so that would be a very slow, painful and altogether messy form of death if I could even manage it) seeing as they seem to like getting up close and personal with me. I AM GOING OUT TO DINNER WITH MY FRIENDS! :3 WHETHER OR NOT CHERRY'S COMING, I AM STILL GOING OUT WITH FLOUNDER AND LEO AND POSSIBLY DAN IF I CAN FIND HIM IN TIME! I AM GOING TO RETURN WIND WAKER AND FFVIII TO LEO AND I AM GOING TO STEAL HIS VACUUM CLEANER AND HIS ERGO PROXY. I AM GOING TO CONTINUE PLAYING FFVII AND STOP SULKING OVER NOT MISSING COREL WITH THE DAMNED TRAIN SO THAT I COULD GET THE ULTIMA MATERIA FOR FREE. I AM GOING TO NOT-HATE CHOCOBO BREEDING. I AM NOT GOING TO THINK TIFA IS HORRIBLY ANNOYING (even though she is but I think I'm just biased towards Aeris and that makes me shake my head at myself since I can see all too well that whole cheerful jealous triangle business)! I AM ACTUALLY GOING TO EAT SOMETHING BECAUSE I'M HUNGRY. I AM GOING TO TAKE A NAP BECAUSE I HAVEN'T HAD THE CHANCE TO ALL NIGHT AND IT ANNOYED ME.

I AM GOING TO SHUT UP NOW. (Sorry anyone who actually read through all those caps locks. I've slipped back into that apathy business which I think should be somewhat worse than flailing panic, but I throw up less so I guess it could be worse.)

...After all that's been said and done... who in the GTA wants to go to the loli meetup on Saturday? ^_^; Center Island, frilly frocks, blistering heat, and people we don't know... what's not to love? :3 *is considering*
Current Mood: sadsad
Sarahstarbuck on August 8th, 2006 04:42 pm (UTC)
Hey you, I hope things went better than you think, but I know what it's like for them not to. I still have my Exam on the 17th(18th maybe?) and I've been an idiot again and not really started studying... but I have contacted the prof whos teaching the course this summer to find out what will be covered - and he is my TA from my brutal Calc course first term.... he hated me.... but he had been very helpful so far. And there are no T/F questions on this one, which is great because those were probably the worst from the midterm... I'm so nervous about it though, but feeling so so fucking shitty right now after everything.... Errr anyways, enough about me, back to the point -- I really hope things worked out at least somewhat for you. Do you know what you're doing next year yet?
Stephanie: tiara glaremirroredsakura on August 9th, 2006 05:40 am (UTC)
Well I find I keep missing large chunks of your life anyhow so I require a forceful injection of an update at times like this. ^_^ Also--have they really not given you a date yet or have you just forgotten? @.@; I am sure you will do fine anyway--studying helps! :O--and getting help with stuff is good.

And next year, erm, right. That requires some really hardcore decision-making that I am totally not good at. Right now it looks like working (or at least finishing the co-op term) so that I'm not totally broke and then either I transfer (programs or schools, I need to make an actual decision on what I want to do that might actually lead somewhere useful) or keep working, depending on how much money I have/how much my parents hate me. ^_^
Sarahstarbuck on August 9th, 2006 12:35 pm (UTC)

^-- That was the latest update
Ellelalalalaizuki on August 8th, 2006 05:28 pm (UTC)
Chocobo breeding is the coolest in FF7 :DD siaihydkjsh there's just so much possibilities~ *o*
Stephanie: burn baby burnmirroredsakura on August 9th, 2006 05:42 am (UTC)
But it sounds so boooooring when I'm just going to have to keep trying for a gold and then I have to go through all the trouble of raising them and blargh. *disliked them in FFX-2, dislikes them now except they're too cute to dislike all that much*
myriadofcolour on August 8th, 2006 07:26 pm (UTC)
*love* *nuzzle* it's over with at least. I probably would have passed out in the exam room or something, you are obviously quite strong. poor girl next to you, though annoying. I bet everyone in there felt like crying. Yay you're coming home :3
Stephanie: prince jinghoonmirroredsakura on August 9th, 2006 05:52 am (UTC)
It is. Girl next to me was weird. And really, really wet. Like... usually when people cry, that gravity thing makes them fall down. No, there was so much flailing that I managed to get covered in wet too. @.@; I didn't think you could really soak through a page and that only happened in anime but no, wet.

And correction, I AM home! :3 I got back to res, fell asleep, and then my mother called and told me they were coming in to pick me up tonight and so I had to pack everything in about an hour or two (...just like last time, should've known ;p) before I got ready to go out for dinner, and it was delayed by Flounder being silly and needing to put on clothes and so I decided I would talk on the phone with Leo for all of that half hour and busy up both of our lines because bwahahahaha.

But that doesn't matter because I AM HOME.

...And my room is a mess. I will have to spend much time in cleaning it. BUT! HOME! :3!
myriadofcolour on August 9th, 2006 03:05 pm (UTC)
YAY ^O^ *trumpets* Can you come out tonight then? :D
Nananinanani on August 9th, 2006 02:04 am (UTC)
*feathers you up*

Caps are good for letting off steam.

*offers a choco-miso soup*
Stephanie: camwhoremirroredsakura on August 9th, 2006 05:54 am (UTC)

And hehe, yeah. Forgetting does too, but I have a feeling that's a bad coping mechanism. ^-^;
lucipop: 虎~☆ 【絶景色】lucipop on August 11th, 2006 06:40 am (UTC)
good luck breeding chocobos! it's nasty but the outcome ♥ _ ♥

sometimes it seems like you've done really badly in a test, but when the results come out it isn't half bad ;]
Stephanie: armband jewelrymirroredsakura on August 12th, 2006 04:21 am (UTC)
No, but I found out my psych one was even worse than I expected it to be. So not half-bad but close enough. :( Oh well.