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12 December 2006 @ 10:56 pm
Okay, so I haven't exactly been in the loop of late, what with the exams and the laziness and the grrr-rawr that is the RP dramaz. Buuuut... how long has Pieces been down? Please say a while, so that I don't have to feel as marginally guilty about forgetting it. ^^;

4/6 exams are over and done, ke ke ke. Accounting is... um... a D. *twitches* Yes, I'd rather not speak of that either. But I appear to have one of if not the highest mark in the Computer Applications course! ^__^ Silly people trying to make me pay to take the exam and have it written out of my average. *pets it happily* Japanese is going all dark horse on me because I've only got the marks back from the weekly quizzes, which comprises a good 35%. Of those I've got between a 92-96%, but there's that whole presentation + exam thing that'll make it do crazy things. Marketing... meh, who knows. Doesn't seem to matter whether I study or not. High 70s, low 80s? HR should be okay. 80s on this one depending on my project/exam day after tomorrow? And Math... I'm hitting for an 80something. Wrote my test today, hope it works out. o.O; I don't like trusting on my calculator's calculations so much, but checking most of them is impossible the normal way.

Last of all, would my friends please not consider suicide/drugs/cutting/removing internal organs to be their only option? I'm going to care and I'm going to get upset because yeah, I love you and would rather not see you dead/insane/bleeding/...empty? if at all possible. But you know my views on it, and if you ask me straight out what I think, you know I'm going to call you out on the idiot you're being.

This actually isn't directed at any one person in particular, which just makes me all the more sad that I have so many people around me that unhappy with their lives. So, not singling anyone out, but please don't use this entry as an excuse to wangst about how I don't know anything and how much I don't understand. I do. But I still think it stupid all said and done.

Presents-hunting soon! ^___^ I love giving presents! >.>; Whether people like them or not is a different story entirely, but I don't bother overthinking that far anyway. ^^;

Back to studying!
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Current Music: L'Arc~en~Ciel - Jojoushi
Selah: let it passspinshadow on December 13th, 2006 06:40 am (UTC)
The terrible thing is having the one voice whispering that it'd make everything go away and better ... while the other one smacks me upside the head for even listening and points out how, no, it'd just make everything worse.

And I'm going to smack the shit out of whoever's been playing LotR in my head, cuz I'm getting sick of the "this burden is yours to bear, Frodo Baggins, and if you do not find a way ... no one will" loop. -__- Yes, guys, I do know that I have to keep plunging forward, no matter what. :p

Now watch, I'll've been one of those you didn't even know about until just now. :p
Stephaniemirroredsakura on December 13th, 2006 07:10 am (UTC)
All my voices are spent going "But... you like yourself. Yes, yes you do. And you like living too. Lookit that shiny. Now if you were dead, would you be able to hold that shiny? I mean right now, kind of shiny. Come now, you're the center of your universe, ain't that good enough?" and then I'll agree. Because yeah, it does make everything worse, even more so for the ones you leave behind if you succeed.

And I guessed a little, because I think anyone who goes through what you do would probably consider it. =( *hugs and joins the voices in your head clamoring at you not to*)
Ryugoryu482 on December 13th, 2006 04:02 pm (UTC)
Pieces isn't down, it's been semi glitchy though with that "Critical Error" page coming up a bit. The usual crowd there has gone from mods and regulars to random newbies and spammers.(with haruka and Mizuno posts too though, and i'm always there..) It kinda sucks there at times, and your section keeps getting my threads. So have a marginal guilt party, jk.

Only 2 more then, good luck with those!

Gah, that is troubling. Losing a friend to suicide is one of the absolute worst feelings. I dunno what to tell you, but the people who think of that and/or attempt are hard to talk sense into.
Stephaniemirroredsakura on December 13th, 2006 05:15 pm (UTC)
*rolls eyes* Figures. I miss those two, always up for my daily dose of snark. =( My own just doesn't cut it for me lately. And... uh... *smiles ruefully??*

When it works again, I will return. I do go back and check up on things, but the threads in my section bore me of late and so all I do is prune. =(
myriadofcolour on December 14th, 2006 10:51 pm (UTC)
I like my organs and haemoglobins where they are. congrats on completion of all your exams.