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13 August 2007 @ 11:39 pm
Paranoia and Deletion Goodness?  
Okay, so, I was going to make a post a few days ago about the blissful peace that is having dropped out of Toujours and going "whee!" about the lack of responsibility that went with it.

...And then of course I went online, and about six convos popped up with frantic RPers crying out against the Great Injustice that was the complete wipe of three major RPs (and one slightly dead one). It was loud. It was CAPS-LOCKED. It was very OMFGMYLOGSMYLOGSMYLOGS. Steph stared, flailed, burst into tears, punched holes into things, sulked, went to bed, woke up, and was better. Pretty much in that order. I still want my logs. But Brisa tells me I will get them back soon so I will believe that. Especially for now since I have so many exams and late essays that need studying for/writing/sending.

I've also! after this whole Strikethrough '07 nonsense (or should I call it the BOLDED AND UNCLICKABLE '07 REDUX nonsense?) gone and backed up my journals. Call me paranoid, especially since I personally don't think I've much cause for alarm, but hell, I lost a good deal of stuff in the Toujours/Malaise wipe that I haven't gotten back yet, and I don't mean to lose anything else. Besides, fandom's starting to jump ship, I might as well ferret out ways to keep tabs on it. In any case! If ever I disappear into the abyss, you can always find me at my Insanejournal or over at Journalfen. The one is a mishmash of both me-like posts and fanfic posts and the other is just for fanfic/art/whatever.

In other news, it's my sister's birthday! :D She's seventeen! And and and--I'm not there! T___T I miss her! I've never missed one of her birthdays until this year and it makes me sad.

Tomorrow (actually, now that I check the clock and it reads 3:40, 'today' would be more apt) is the boyfriend's birthday! :D And I'll be here! I'll be buried beneath a layer of textbooks and notes and flailing Stephwails, but I'll be here. And after 2:30 on the 15th I am finished with exams and hopefully this whole mess will have sorted itself out by then.

...Steph just finished watching Arachnophobia. Steph is not scared of spiders, but Steph is immensely not-happy about the number of bugs scuttling/flying around her room/this house. Steph is going to go bury herself and study some more. *waves!* I promise I will appear more like a person after the whole examdeath phase. :3 If, you know, for a little while longer until results come out. ^_^;;;;
Current Mood: rushedrushed
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Stephaniemirroredsakura on August 14th, 2007 03:27 pm (UTC)
Waiii it's my Rainchan! *hugs and holds onto foreeeevvvaaaarrr* And I do, I do! I've always kind of wanted one, I just was never much into the idea of paying for it, especially when I didn't know anyone else with a paid that might give me one, but! Fandom's jumping ship and when that happens, people are so generous like you wouldn't believe. Go here, put in your info, and someone'll hook you up in a couple of hours. It's so much heart. ^_^
languidly on August 14th, 2007 07:54 pm (UTC)
*doesn't really believe we're getting anything back from Brisa, but, you never know*

It is too bad that we've lost everything, yeah :< I had a wangst routine similar to yours the night I found out. But alas, we sigh, we give up, we move on, aye?

The STRIKEBOLDthrough thing with LJ is getting really out of hand o.O I know I don't have anything to worry about, but it's making me all jittery and clingy to anyone who's closest. Everyone seems to be heading over to either GreatestJournal or Insanejournal, so at least I'll know where to go should I panic too much.

And about the bugs? EEP. I would offer to save you but seeing as how the inability for Take to withstand any period of time around any number of the creepy little things. So I send you plushies instead. <3 And Happy Birthday wishes to everybody~ even though they has no idea who Take is.

Take is curious as to why the Steph is not on her AIM buddy list. Take goes to remedy this rite nao.