That... and my newfound relationship which consists of... well... people acknowledging it. Okay, is a start. But... o.o No idea how long this will last. I make not for good dating, if any of the boys I've tentatively dated in the past have anything to say about it. *shrug* So I'm a bitch to date. High-maintenance or something like that. Ah well. Them's the breaks... I guess...
*sighs* The apathetic levels in me have risen. I do believe studying sucks a person's personality dry. Perhaps that might explain my disinterested attention on my next-door-neighbor's (whom Sarah has fondly nicknamed Stabby McStabStab for obvious reasons) about his decisions on blowing up little mice and watching them splatter. Huh. *belated cringe*
And... I don't wanna do this anymore. How many more days 'til graduation again? I know someone on my list was counting... >.< Need out of my house. Sister's leaving for Quebec on Tuesday. Jealous. Even though I'm really not. But she gets to be away from home. I get to stay and... well lookit that... study.
=.= I have not slept properly for nigh a week. I should do that. But noooooo, not allowed to. Need to study. Obviously. =.=