August 3rd, 2007



Except not really. Just a burst of mental clarity over something I've already known for a very long time.

If you want something done, never count on anyone else except yourself. Sometimes I really dislike the people I love. I hate promises because they never come true.

*coff* Thereby ending my moment of doom and gloom. In other news, one exam down and out for the count. Hurrah! Just have to finish a few more outstanding essays, study some more, and soon this will be over enough to give me breathing space. The fact that after I get the full bludgeoning of marks which will likely ultimately disappoint and shame me for all the rest of time notwithstanding, I'm looking forward to it.

Hauling ass to Toronto tomorrow. I'm contemplating whether or not I should explore some when I get there and buy something shiny and reasonably expensive for me. (Yay, retail therapy?) But likely not. Knowing me, I'll be terrified of getting lost (...even if I've yet to get myself lost in Toronto ever) and besides, large purchases intimidate me. Maybe I will ferret out cake. Cake would be nice. :3

Blegh, I'm not used to being scared and unhappy. I'm going to bed.
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