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19 June 2005 @ 11:52 pm
Dancing through life~  
I'm bored. I've worked hard enough on my report, I don't want any more. :(

So! I'm going to give you all an exerpt of the next part of Coming Home (I actually want to change it to "Coming Closer".)



Despite the initial guilt, once the memory had faded somewhat and Megumi’s eyes lost their power to make him cower in his mind’s eye, he could feel that fierce, hard feeling well up in his chest. Pride, perhaps? It was like justifiable retribution.

How dare they look so happy? In public?

Oh yes, out of the media’s eye of course. It made them that much sought after, they still trolled the house by the dozens waiting, waiting for them to slip up and reveal just what was worth all their efforts to keep their affairs private. But they were members of society either way, and there were parties and gatherings… and when they did attend, they were always together. Always.

It was almost sickening.

They were rock stars. They were adored and loved and lusted after by millions. They were not supposed to marry. They were supposed to stay eternal and famous, with a steady supply of beautiful nubile young women begging for sexual favors. Then, when their time came, they would all go with a bang, something big and bright and explosive and memorable with multitudes of sobbing girls screaming their names.

They were not supposed to be happy in a marriage. They were not supposed to fall in love with their wives. They were not supposed to have children. They were not supposed to wish for a nice, quiet way of dying, just fading out of existence.

So it was right that Hyde should beg. That he should look up at Gackt through gritted teeth and eyes gone almost unfocused with desire and moan his name. To feel him hot and sweaty and writhing and put in his place.

He wasn’t supposed to have a happy marriage and a happy family life.

So he wouldn’t have one.



*shrug* I rather like the way this is going. This fic has been on my mind so much lately I've taken to dreaming out bits of it. Trying to plan out how to make Megu and Gackt have sex is bloody difficult when they hate each other.

Speaking of hate. I hate my DVD burner and how it (probably) coastered Rain-chan's DVDs. I hate Aidan who won't leave me alone. And I hate Nem's husband and the awfulness that is absolutely everything that he does or says. GAH.

And I hate this school business. One more week. ONE MORE WEEK. 5 days left now.

Oi, and all of you. Heads up, Steph's turning 18 in 9 days. Almost legal! ;p

And... god, I love this song. *_*
 
 
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: The TRAX - Over the Rainbow (Rock version)
 
 
 
fenery: hyde3fenery on June 20th, 2005 05:23 am (UTC)
oooh, I wanna read more!

sankyuu for telling in advance when your birthday is >_> LJ wont remind me *eats it*
Stephaniemirroredsakura on June 20th, 2005 04:46 pm (UTC)
*giggles* Random note in case you want to know~~ ^^

Eeep! Class now! *zooms*
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Stephaniemirroredsakura on June 20th, 2005 04:45 pm (UTC)
Waiii I'm sooooorrrryyyyy!!!! >.< *wails* WHY DIDN'T THEY WORK, DAMN IT?! THEY SHOULD! I CHECKED THEM!!!

*sobs in corner*

*except corner is complete with computer because otherwise she fails her Chemistry RAT*

*sniffs*
Kagomekagome_angel on June 20th, 2005 03:27 pm (UTC)
Man, I LOVE the way that fic is turning out. *Flails around*

By the way, I now have an idea for your Yukitsu, FINALLY! XD I just haven't started yet because uni is EVIL. ;_;
Stephaniemirroredsakura on June 20th, 2005 04:43 pm (UTC)
Thank you!

And... *dances around* Fic, fic, fic for meee~~~!! *singsong*

And... don't worry about it. I'm dying waiting for exams to start/finish. I don't even want to think about how University is going. @.@
sentience1997 on June 20th, 2005 08:46 pm (UTC)
Yay
Oooh, where is more of this fic btw????


But OT and great!!!!

http://www.fox-dream.com/obsession/Inu_mo_arukeba_-oneshot-_1+2_%5Bobsession%5D.zip

Summary: Every day, Kuro wished to the moon to be a talking human so he could love Ukyou, the nice guy who gave him a name and protected him from bullies. The moon likes yaoi as much as the next girl, so she granted him is wish and, much to Ukyou’s surprise, the talking dog he brought home changed into a human when he got… excited.

I read that and though of course of mana/wolf-- not *as* halarious, but also not as scaring-- but a quality read heheh
Stephaniemirroredsakura on June 20th, 2005 11:15 pm (UTC)
Re: Yay
O,O

YOU GIVE ME THIS RIGH WHEN I HAVE TO STUDY FOR CHEM?!

I don't know whether to hug you or shake you. @.@

And fic is: http://www.livejournal.com/users/mirroredsakura/68461.html
sentience1997 on June 21st, 2005 12:33 am (UTC)
Re: Yay
heh yeah, i read that already but want more!!

Hehe, oooh man, my favourite part of that sweet sweet inu manga is where the dog is licking him.. then he turns into a man and rapes him ;p

and lovely peoples gave me the rest of hana kimi i believe- ive read like 10 volumes today and now have at least 10 more, weee
Hareimachang on June 20th, 2005 11:32 pm (UTC)
Yay 18! I still have a couple of months. >_< You're so close.

I understand how you feel. I have a week also.

I like how the fic is going. Megu and Gackt? I want you to pull that off. Because when you do, it will be glorious.
Stephaniemirroredsakura on June 21st, 2005 12:08 am (UTC)
Thank you! And good luck on your exams, ne?

*giggles* Glorious? Let's hope so! *eyes it suspiciously* It sure doesn't want me to keep writing it after I finished with the Gackt bit.

Just as well I suppose. >.> Exams start the day after. ;S
Hareimachang on June 21st, 2005 01:15 am (UTC)
Thank you and good luck to you also.
aylengyraylengyr on June 22nd, 2005 12:54 am (UTC)
OOO another fanfiction section! I love these things. Gacky is going to do it with megumi huh? sounds interesting. Im excited to see how it comes out (humm is that suggestive??) anyway I also like this line you put in "Heads up, Steph's turning 18 in 9 days. Almost legal!" this porn talk is making me nervous! *kidding* ^____^
Stephaniemirroredsakura on June 22nd, 2005 01:20 am (UTC)
*snerks* This is in case you happen to stumble across Steph-porn sometime next week, and you have to worry about whether it's illegal. ;ppppp

And yes, this fanfic is looking to be my sluttiest yet. Sarah shoved a random manga in front of my nose while I was still planning, so now there's going to be a scene involving Gackt with animal ears. @.@;;
aylengyraylengyr on June 23rd, 2005 11:12 pm (UTC)
animal ears? sounds interesting! I look forward to reading it!