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06 July 2005 @ 12:04 am
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^^;; You know me... I hate whinging, for the most part... but I felt a need to get this off my chest before I go off on vacation and compound it with my traditional bitchfests with my father. Happens every time. We really don't make good company for each other over extended periods of time, I think. ^^;;

Anyway.

I hate this sneaking of wireless Internet from some unknown neighbour merely because my father cannot get our own wireless network working after trying to connect Vicki's spanking new laptop to it several days ago. This means intermitted flickering on and off MSN and AIM but usually not enough to maintain any sort of reasonable conversation with anyone. This doesn't really anger me... it just irritates me somewhat.

Oh. And did I mention Vicki has a new laptop? "You have to wait 'til University!" my ass. Sure, she whines and screams and throws tantrums and she gets expensive presents. I whine, even a little, and I'm a shame to the family. >.>;; Favoritism at its most blatant, folks. Everybody knows it, everyone even tells them they can see it, and they know it and don't know how to stop it. It's kind of cute, the way they can fool themselves so well... you know, in that very sad way. That's what our whole family life is, anyway, them lying to themselves. But as that hurts entirely too much to even think about, I'm not going into that, much less find the capability in me to be able to write it down.

^^;; I think that might actually be what this entry is about... me doing what I always do and side-stepping around the main hurt and fussing about the superficial. Well... I don't know how to stop it. Saying it, writing it or even thinking about it will just make me more afraid, and I don't think I can stand that right now. ^^;;

So! I'll stay with just the superficial! THEY NEVER GOT ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT! *pouts* Wanna know why? Because they'd already spent too much buying my sister's laptop! ;p

Seriously though... I sometimes wonder how they can spend $1000+ on my sister for no apparent reason, can take us to HK for a 3-week crosscountry venture, and yet won't even consider letting me buy this for myself as a present to me.

In conclusion (or to summarize, for those who avoided the lj-cut ^^): Steph's parents are meeaaaann :( :( :( and I'm greedy and want presents and I'm very, very weird.

^_^ I think I'm just not meant to understand my parents, huh? Or myself even, and my apparent mood swings. I was just blinking back tears, ten minutes ago, wasn't I? And here I am smiling and singing along happily to Love Flies. *shakes head* Just more evidence to support the "Steph is completely and utterly off her freaking rocker" claim.

*shrugs and dances off to the sounds of Stay Away to replay Donkey Kong 64*

P.S. Seven, no SIX days now! left until I go flying off to parts unknown. ^_^

P.P.S. The Trax are fucking awesome. I failed to mention that when I first heard their music. (Stupid me) But now I've been finally able to download the PVs which leaves me slack-jawed at how pretty they are too. :O :O :O They are so coming with me to HK. ^^
 
 
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Stephanie: ayuhatmirroredsakura on July 7th, 2005 04:14 am (UTC)
Eh, it's okay. I know a little as to how they work... they're always really hesitant about buying stuff online... maybe they'll surprise me and buy me something ridiculously expensive all of a sudden. ^^;; (....Despite the fact that my parents suuuuuuuure don't like surprises, nor do they like thinking up them either... meh! It can happen! ^.^)

But hey, I could just be a greedy brat and want all my things NOW! ^_^

THANK YOU for the fic by the way. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. I was not expecting cute, fluffy, fluff fluff alongside hot, sweaty Yukitsu mansex. ^_________^ *dances*
Kagomekagome_angel on July 7th, 2005 02:37 pm (UTC)
Heh. My Daddy doesn't like to get things online either. I remember he kinda pitched fits when I begged him for his credit card so I could buy the MoonChild VHS for my graduation present last year. ^^;;;

I hope they do get you something. Something special. You deserve it.

You are quite welcome~!!! ^_____^ I was intent on making it cute and fluffy (I wasn't expecting to make it rot-your-teeth-out fluffy, but hey, whatever works), and I DEFINITELY wasn't expecting to write the mansex... it just... it HAPPENED! ^^;;;;;
Stephaniemirroredsakura on July 7th, 2005 04:13 pm (UTC)
Well I'm quite pleased with said mansex! *squeezes the fic and almost wishes she were back in high school so she can go on another wild printing fanfic spree* ^_^

ALSO! Your icon is fucking sexy. *stares at it*
Kagomekagome_angel on July 7th, 2005 04:16 pm (UTC)
*LOL* OMG if I went on a fanfic printing spree, all our ink in the printer would be gone in just moments. XD

*Pets you and pushes gasping!Hyde towards you* :P
Stephaniemirroredsakura on July 7th, 2005 05:16 pm (UTC)
Exactly why I saved it for school printing. But now I need some other way of getting my stuff printed. Universities sure don't allow free printing... ;(

Mmm... SPEAKING of gasping Hyde... he's doing a lot of that in fic. ^.^ *is rather happy with how it's going* ^^;;
Kagomekagome_angel on July 8th, 2005 02:20 pm (UTC)
At our uni, we have a library card that will let us print up to $10.00 worth of paper. To print something out, it's .05 cents per sheet of paper. ^_^

Gasping Hyde... OMG. *Fans self and still can't wait*
Stephaniemirroredsakura on July 8th, 2005 04:40 pm (UTC)
@.@ THAT'S NOT NEARLY ENOUGH PAPER TO PRINT OFF DECENT-LENGTH FIC!

*grins* My sister plans on carrying on my legacy of whoring all of the school's paper/toner. I am SO sending my stuff to her to print off for me. *is a dork* ^.^