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19 September 2005 @ 11:00 am
So, Steph has been expressly forbidden to go to the Lamia gig on Sunday. Because of course, she has to study, she has to do well.

. . . I don't suppose the parents realize that if I don't go to Toronto on Sunday, I'll be back here at rez, curled up on someone else's bed watching anime or playing games and sulking and hating them for it. And these kinds of activities span into the early hours of the morning, or tend to. Sigh. I did so want to see the bands play. I wonder if I can change their minds? Or go, regardless? I don't know. I don't have the mental strength to quarrel with them over that right now. I'm wrung out, and so very tired. And I detest being by myself. Since when did I become so needy? Everytime I'm alone, I find myself too restless and upset to concentrate on studying. Which is a bad thing, considering I need to get things done and I'm not making a single effort. Not even to feed myself, which is strange in and of itself. *shrug* Maybe it just feels this way because I'm currently sick and still upset.

Does Sarah still intend to go? Even if I might not be able to? I can still manage to get you and anyone else you think might care to go from kamiJO, I guess.

In other news, I woke up late today--and I say "woke up" as if it were of my own power. Nah, my mother called at 9 this morning and asked me about something or other that I don't care about or already knew about, and I realized that I'd set my alarm clock too early this morning and had promptly shut it off and gone back to bed. I nearly had a heart attack because I thought I was already late for my first class--and ran around in a frenzy before realizing it was at 9:30. Still managed to get to class on time, but that's with much tearing around the flat and a fast walk to the MC building.

And in closing... you never know how much your LJ friends' tastes affect you until you walk through the school's poster fair and stop right in front of the Luis Royo print and go "Ooooh~~~ *wants*!" before realizing you recognized the style from Rinoa's LJ. ^^; My my.

Also: listening to Boards of Canada while alone in your rez is CREEPY. *shivers*
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Gackt - Dybbuk
Sarahstarbuck on September 19th, 2005 05:14 pm (UTC)
Lamia is this sunday? i thought it was next week, though im probably wrong - i might go, i was planing on it, but going alone is not the best idea. Haah, i still havent begun any of my reading, though i finally bought the rest of my text books (for the term anyways) this morning. Shit, ive gotten 500 pages behind so fast, these crazy uni kids and there studying.

I had the most depressing weekend btw - i feel like such crap today and ive still go 4 hours of class to go and then a rez meeting tonight - i must not make decisions while im feeling bad else they will be wrong ones. Annyways though, totally ot i meet a super pretty boy yesterday who wore glasses like miyavi, it made me happy. Crap- off to the chem building again, oh and on that note, while alas i wont see him till next term, ive definetly picked the TA i'm doing ;p
feneryfenery on September 19th, 2005 05:43 pm (UTC)
Luis Royo is awesome ♥ ^_^
Stephaniemirroredsakura on September 19th, 2005 11:07 pm (UTC)
Agreed. I just wonder how well my mother (and my father) would take to walking in and seeing my room full of prints of scantily-clad women. ^_^;
fenery: hyde and gacktfenery on September 22nd, 2005 02:24 am (UTC)
XD they probably would think youre GAY~! Like a lot of parents do when they see that we like girly men like gackt and Hyde O_O lol~
Ryugoryu482 on September 19th, 2005 05:49 pm (UTC)
Not to be a bad influence, but you should so go to Lamia.
Stephaniemirroredsakura on September 19th, 2005 11:06 pm (UTC)
;_; I know. Use your super Goryu-powers to help meeeee~~!!
meagainstar999chick on September 19th, 2005 08:57 pm (UTC)
ROYGBIV of their is jolly. :p
(Boards of Canada)
Stephaniemirroredsakura on September 19th, 2005 11:05 pm (UTC)
Haven't heard it. ^^; John Kay sent me a few, and the one that came up sounds like a bunch of porcelain dolls in some lacy pink nursery coming after me with large knives. :S
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Stephaniemirroredsakura on September 21st, 2005 03:12 pm (UTC)
Hehe. Or they're just mean. Guess it's the same. Sigh.
Hareimachang on September 22nd, 2005 12:36 am (UTC)
lol I sorta had the a similar situation...sorta. For the last couple of days I've been going to Japanese class and always ended up showing up late. I though it started at 11:00 and turn's out it starts at 10:30. XD I felt kinda embarrassed when I asked a kid in class and they told me when it actually started.
Stephaniemirroredsakura on September 22nd, 2005 05:53 pm (UTC)
*giggles* Cutie~
aylengyraylengyr on September 22nd, 2005 08:49 pm (UTC)
well that sucks, I hate people telling me what to do cause im a rebel! *is naughty*
Anyway you like Luis Royo? I LOVE his stuff.
aylengyraylengyr on September 22nd, 2005 08:50 pm (UTC)
humm wait...did I already talk to you about Luis Royo? *me have bad memory* I could swear we talked about him before....*shrugs* maybe its that flashback thing....maybe im psychic?
Stephaniemirroredsakura on September 23rd, 2005 03:03 am (UTC)
You too~??? :O

First Ryu-kun and now you--you can all read my mind!!!! @.@!
aylengyraylengyr on September 25th, 2005 05:52 am (UTC)
hum I guess im psychic! *smiles* anyway royo is cool. He always draws great stuff. He been getting a bit frisky lately with his art books. You like his new stuff? Whats your favorite? Or do you have one.
Stephaniemirroredsakura on September 25th, 2005 04:08 pm (UTC)
I'm not entirely sure I can choose just one to be a favorite... I'm horrible at decision-making, and he makes it harder, what with all the really good arts he always keeps coming up with. How about you? ^_^;
aylengyraylengyr on September 28th, 2005 06:36 am (UTC)
humm, let me think about it....I think his best book is probably malific. *wonder if I spelled that right* anyway thats my favorite book. As to particuliar picture...I'll look and pick one. Just give me till tomorrow and I'll make a royo post with it in there.
Stephaniemirroredsakura on September 23rd, 2005 03:04 am (UTC)
*grins* I do too. And I bought a print and told it to someone and she looked at me wide-eyed and went "YOU'RE A LESBIAN????!"
aylengyraylengyr on September 25th, 2005 05:50 am (UTC)
you know it never stops amazing me how simple minded some people can be. Its very bestial to always think of things in terms of sex. People should try to at least sometimes think outside the box of skin. sorry im thinking too much tonight. Its the medicine. It makes me thoughtful....and or gumpy..hehe.
Stephaniemirroredsakura on September 25th, 2005 04:10 pm (UTC)
There's society for you, sigh. ;(

*pets* Why are you still on the meds?
aylengyraylengyr on September 28th, 2005 06:34 am (UTC)
thanks for petting *recieves petting* oh the medicine? thats cause the deadly Kyle disease never goes all the way away. Its rather mysterious. I hope it disappears utterly soon, cause im tired of taking medicine!
Stephaniemirroredsakura on September 28th, 2005 02:50 pm (UTC)
I can imagine! :S Eeep!